who am I? really

I have been beginning to wonder, why is this all happening? More than anything, how? and why do I have these powers. The Lab couldn't have made me into this. They must have released it, but then. Who am I. Am I really who i think I am? How do I define who I am? I know my name is Koen, and that Fang and I are being hunted. By who the hell knows what. We know we have powers that we still are learning. My control over fire, and his incredible, well everything. We need to go somewhere. Somewhere that feels like home, but everywhere I go. My friends, loved ones, just seem to slip away and leave me. I seem almost waiting for Fang to go. I know it will happen, eventually, at one point or another.
We found a small village near the sea, and we found someone who knew about the Castle and the Lighthouse. That it was only a three-day trip from here. I was relieved to hear this. A sanctuary of my dreams. I think this will end soon, hopefully, I will find out who I am. My past, my reason for existence. What force has been compelling me to live. When so many times I should have died.

-Koen...?

Aasera...

We never found what happened to Emyrs, since Fang ran back to grab me. -he actually lifted me and carried me away-, we dont talk about it because we all knew that he died. Late that night, Aasera had to, uhm use the ladies room, and because we were in the forest. Aasera got up late that night and when we woke up, we found her, dead. My sword through her gut, Fang and I, aren't really sure how, but were too scared to ask eachother.
We buried Aasera the following morning, and went into town. Our faces as were morbid, and our bodies tired. We stayed at the inn that night, and only then to have to keep going..
A dream I have been having. A place, beyond all imagination, more than this new world now. A castle, with a Lighthouse in the background, near the Ocean. such beauty. yet...the skies were black as night, and a wicked storm brewed. I had to find it. So I had told Fang, "We must go to the Sea, my dreams tell me so. I have nothing to lose, as do you. It will be worth our time.
I think i know now. I must walk alone. My blessing, my curse. All i know now, is that someone will pay.
-Koen